I can pretend.

I know how to put on a fake smile and act like everything is fine even though everything on the inside is telling me that nothing will be okay again and that I am useless.
I can pretend so that my friends won’t worry and nobody will know anything is wrong. I do this so I don’t have to waste anyone else’s time with my problems.

I can’t picture anyone daydreaming about me. I can’t picture someone thinking about me when they’re laying in bed before they fall asleep. I can’t picture anyone telling their friends about me. I can’t picture anyone getting butterflies because I hugged them, or even just because I made eye contact with them. I can’t picture someone smiling because my name lit up their phone. I just can’t.

(Source: xdamianx, via hope-for-a-new-plague)

Never ignore a person who loves you, cares for you, and misses you. Because one day, you might wake up from your sleep and realize that you lost the moon while counting the stars.

(Source: freshinmind, via hope-for-a-new-plague)

I like hearing the words “I miss you.”

(Source: shaylatran-xoxo, via hope-for-a-new-plague)

I wish I could be the man that I want to be, I don’t want to be like every other guy. I want to stand out and be the one that could make her feel special every moment of everyday.

I hate when I think about the future and realize that I don’t know what I am doing or what I want to be doing after college. I just want things to make sense for once so I won’t have to be scared anymore